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Monday, 09 November 2009

  • Soalan rambang

    Kenapa?

    Mungkin tak cukup baik kot, ataupun tak layak :(

    Mengapa?

    Banyak sangat minum ais kot.

    Bila?

    Tuhan saja yang tahu.

    Siapa?

    Mungkin tiada siapa siapa. Mungkin orang yang dah lama kenal. Mungkin orang yang akan dikenali tak lama lagi.

    Bagaimana?

    Kita tentukan bukan? Setiap kejadian, pasti ada sebab. Saya yakin betul saya pilih kelompok goyang!

    Dimana?

    Dimana-mana pon boleh. Kalau dah ditentukan, takkan cepat ataupun lambat sesaat pun.

     

    Urgh. Sakit perut. Masih sakit perut dari hari Jumaat.

     

    -tsuzuku-

    Currently
    Finding Nemo (Two-Disc Collector's Edition)
    By Eric Bana, Nicholas Bird (II), Albert Brooks, Willem Dafoe, Ellen DeGeneres
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Friday, 06 November 2009

  • Friday says hello =)

    I miss the way I used to write my blog way back when I first started writing. Not the grammar/tunggang terbalik part. The part where I used to write every single thing that came across my mind. I know I can still do it, but, I guess when you're older, you tend to think twice/thoroughly before doing things. Hmm..

    Anyway. I want to see the Time Traveller's Wife so badly! And I want to see 2012. And I want to see New Moon! Yes. Pisau Cukur pun nak jugak. Sebab ada hot hot hot Fazura. Oh yes, of course, Sherlock Holmes. But I'm not sure when it's coming out.

    Today at work, there will be only 5 of us at the office. The others will be going for a seminar somewhere-who-cares. Okay, I do care. But not that much. Eventhough the bosses will not be in the office, I have tonnes of things to do. No, I'm not going to work tomorrow [Saturday lah]. I'm too tired. Plus, I'm not feeling that well.

    BK has been reminding us that he wants us to brief him about the seminar that we went last week.  Whenever he starts talking or gets up from his seat, I would feel my heart skips a beat. Not because I like him I want him ooh baby ooh baby. It's just that I'm scared he will go straight to me and say: "Okay, tell me everything about your seminar NOW." Memang aku kena sawan terus kat situ.

    You know what else I'm missing right now? [besides father] Taking random pictures. Seriously, I can't remember when was the last time I use my camera. Probably during Raya. And then after Raya, well, you know what happened. And I became too lazy to do/care about anything.

    Okay. Cheer up mates. Friday has finally say hello and hug us lovingly.

    -tsuzuku-

    Currently
    THE E.N.D. (Energy Never Dies)
    By Black Eyed Peas
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Tuesday, 03 November 2009

  • Malam Pertama

    Satu hal sebagai bahan renungan Kita

    Untuk merenungkan indahnya malam pertama

    Tapi bukan malam penuh kenikmatan duniawi semata

    Bukan malam pertama masuk ke peraduan Adam dan Hawa



    Justeru malam pertama perkawinan Kita dengan Sang Maut

    Sebuah malam yang meninggalkan esak tangis sanak saudara

    Hari itu... Mempelai sangat dimanjakan

    Mandipun...harus dimandikan

    Seluruh badan Kita terbuka

    Tak Ada sehelai benang pun menutupinya

    Tak Ada sedikit pun rasa malu

    Seluruh badan digosok Dan dibersihkan

    Kotoran dari lubang hidung Dan anus dikeluarkan

    Bahkan lubang-lubang itupun ditutupi kapas putih

    Itulah susuk Kita

    Itulah jasad Kita waktu itu



    Setelah dimandikan

    Kitapun akan dipakaikan gaun cantik berwarna putih

    Kain itu ...jarang orang memakainya

    Kerana sangat terkenal bernama Kafan

    Wangian ditaburkan kebaju Kita

    Bahagian kepala..badan... Dan kaki diikatkan

    Tataplah...... Tataplah...itulah wajah Kita

    Keranda pelaminan...Langsung disiapkan

    Pengantin bersanding sendirian...



    Mempelai diarak keliling kampung yang dihadiri tetangga

    Menuju istana keabadian sebagai simbol asal usul

    Kita diiringi langkah longlai seluruh keluarga

    Serta rasa haru para handai taulan

    Gamelan syahdu bersyairkan adzan Dan kalimah Dzikir

    Akad nikahnya bacaan talkin....

    Berwalikan liang lahat..

    Saksi-saksinya nisan-nisan... Yang telah tiba dulu

    Siraman air mawar.. Pengantar akhir kerinduan



    Dan akhirnya.....Tiba masa pengantin...

    Menunggu Dan ditinggal sendirian,

    Tuk mempertanggungjawabkan seluruh langkah kehidupan

    Malam pertama yang indah atau meresahkan..

    Ditemani rayap-rayap dan cacing tanah

    Di kamar bertilamkan tanah..

    Dan ketika 7 langkah telah pergi.....

    Sang Malaikat lalu bertanya.

    Kita tak tahu apakah akan memperolehi Nikmat Kubur...

    Ataukah Kita akan memperolehi Seksa Kubur......

    Kita tak tahu...Dan tak seorang pun yang tahu.....


    Marilah membuat keseimbangan dalam kehidupan Kita, sebelum Kita menuju
    Ke

    ''Malam Pertama Kita''

     

    Takot kan.

    -tsuzuku-

Sunday, 01 November 2009

  • A home without books is a body without soul

    (A quote by  Marcus Tullius Cicero) 

    I was supposed to go to work yesterday. But it was mother's 61st birthday yesterday. So I'm preparing myself to be bulldozed by BK tomorrow. BK went back to his hometown last week.  But I was too busy with so many things that I haven't managed to do any of his work. So I'm pretty sure that he will ask me about it, if not tomorrow, the next day. *sigh*

    And last Wednesday I went to One World Hotel in Petaling Jaya for the KPMG's Tax Summit 2009. Frankly, I have no idea what was discussed there. Because I was so sleepy.

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    I went to Amcorp Mall with Carrie & Jess to pick up the chick lits that I won from BookXcess.

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    And I bought another three books [pantang masuk kedai buku kan]

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    I Think There's Something Wrong With Me - a British humour kind of book. I think. I am indeed in need of something funny.

    The White Giraffe - Honestly, I picked up this book only because of its beautiful cover. But then, after reading the summary [or whatever it's called], I decided to buy this book. Yes, it's a children's book.

    Sundays at Tiffany's - The tagline: "What if your imaginary friend was your one true love?" sudah cukup buat aku nak terus baca kat kedai tu juga.

     

    I know I'm crazy for buying more books. I've got tons of unread books, as I've mentioned a million times here, plus now...I have father's books that need to be read. Why need? Because I want to. Every single book of his.

     

    My new phone is driving me crazy. I think one of the speakers is broken. And I just bought this phone last two weeks. Sheesshhhh.

    -tsuzuku

    Currently
    Sex and the City - The Movie (Special Edition)
    By Candice Bergen, Kim Cattrall, David Eigenberg, Willie Garson, Evan Handler
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Monday, 26 October 2009

  • Alone again, naturally.

    Something not very nice happened to me on friday at the office. To cut a very long story short, I almost cried on the phone when that someone 'scolded' me for being inconsiderate. Wow. I have never felt like that before. A few minutes later she called and explained the reason behind all the amuk. During those few minutes [before she called me], I realised that it was really my fault, and I was being inconsiderate to that other person in the office.

    From now on, I will not care about anyone at the office. This is what happens when I get too attached with someone at the office [or anyone at all]. I should've known better than to think that I could depend on her whenever I feel that emptiness again. Everyone has their own life. And I should get back to where I was before - being on my own. Which I'm fine with, really.

    -tsuzuku-

    Currently
    THE E.N.D. (Energy Never Dies)
    By Black Eyed Peas
    Meet Me Halfway
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