Who would you rather be? The one who talks or the one who listens? I think I am more to the one who listens. Not that I'm saying I don't talk at all. I do, obviously, doh. But sometimes it's better to just listen. I came across a thing, I was more or less just the middle person, where I knew both sides of the story. Well, maybe not all of the stories, but the basic and main points lah kan. So both parties were angry with each other. I knew something from A first, only then B told me her side of the story. Well. I pretended that I didn't know anything, as always. Sometimes it's better to act clueless, in other word, to act 'innocent'. If I say something like: "Yeah, that girl is a bitch. To hell with her" to both of them [I know it's NOT right to say bad things about both parties, but I tend to say things that make them happy]. So before I say something that will make me on either side of the parties or a backstabber or whatever, it's better for me to just shut up, non?

No no. I'm not an angel at all. I talk bad things about people, almost all the time [bila nak bertaubat oy!]. Only when I'm angry with them and when they tend to downgrade me. Cukup cukuplah aku suka downgrade diri sendiri, aku tak larat bila orang lain pun buat jugak. Maka bila ianya terjadi, aku akan amuk. Muahahahhaha [evil laugh].

Anyways. Ohmygod ohmygod. Less than one week to Harry Potter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-tsuzuku-

Sesi bercerita pasal jadi pengapit. Taklah pengapit sangat. Sebab bukan bersanding pun. Teman dia duduk masa nikah tu je. Tapi itu pun aku rase macam nak pitam *exaggerate*. Yelah kena lalu depan orang ramai, pastu kene duduk kat tengah-tengah tu. Tak tahu lah masa aku nanti macam mana. Aku nak duduk tunggu kat dalam bilik je boleh tak. Pasang speaker je kat dalam bilik tu so aku still boleh dengar apa tok kadi nak cakap. *tolong berhenti berangan akan kahwin, SEKARANG*

My cousin, Zati

Seperti biasa, soalan-soalan yang panas lagi ganas diajukan kepada saya yang bermata coklat ni semalam. Soalan dia sama saja, tapi ayat dan huruf-hurufnya sahaja di gubah mengikut citarasa pengujar soalan.

1. Q: Ha kau bila lagi? A: Tak tau lah.
2. Q: Takde calon lagi ke? A: Takde lagi.
3. Q: Lepas ni kau pulak la kan? A: Hehehe..Entah lah. *masa ni nak jawab --> tak tahu la, Anuar Zain kata nanti dulu*

Walaupun soalan-soalannya seperti mahu memerli saya yang tak laku dan mungkin takkan laku ni, aku macam tak kisah sangatlah. Biasalah sanak-saudara, saudara-mara, sahabat-handai, bila berjumpa, topik itu je kan paling senang nak 'break the ice'.

'Abang' photographer memberi taklimat kepada kedua mempelai. Abang la sangat. Sama umur je sebenarnya. Tapi dia yang memula panggil I adik, sebab dia ingat I sama umur dengan Zati. Lalalalalala~

Satu lagi bila orang cakap: 'Cantik pengantin. Kurus je. Pakai baju apa pun cantik je.' Saya sangat terasa. Jadi kesimpulannya, saya takkan berkahwin selagi berat saya tak mencecah 40kg. Sekian terima kasih.

Cuba cari saya.

-tsuzuku-

Okay. Mother knows about my new toy. So what is my new toy? It's actually my new camera. Yeap I bought my camera sometime ago. But I haven't mastered all the features or things or whatever kids nowadays call it.. And that was why I've been reading Digital Photography For Dummies. I don't really have time to study everything yet. So mother knows. And I'm going to be dead soon. But how did she know? It's very interesting how mothers know things, even if we hide them. I'm guessing it must be what we call: mother's instinct. [atau mungkin sebenarnya banyak pasang spy].

Anyway. I'm on leave today [Friday]. Long weekend baby! In the afternoon I'm going to my cousin's house to help with the bunga telur. And tomorrow, I'll be the pengapit.  Time nak jadi pengapit ni lah pulak muka ada tompok-tompok kering. How lah tomorrow?

In the morning, I have an appointment. Should I go lunch with my officemates after that? I will not be seeing J for 3 days. Hehs. J has been nice to me these few days. It's weird, but I don't mind. Hehs. Kononnnya, my officemates cakap mungkin J tau kot yang aku suka dia. Wahwahwah. Sebab macam tiba-tiba concern dengan aku. Cehcehceh. Tapi takut jugak. Tapi macam best jugak sikit-sikit, sebab dia baik dengan aku. [Ye, Jess aku tau kau nak lempang aku]. But I can't help it, J is soooooooo cute. Susahkan percintaan terlarang nih? Hehs.

Okay okay. Nak study sikit since aku cuti kan esok. Konon. Baca 1 page dah mengantuk.

P/S: I can't wait for 24th of July!! *nak pergi beli game memancing ikan pusing karang kat Toysrus*

-tsuzuku-